Hi Pandamon,
Welcome to the forum...
The best leaders I've known are folks that aren't in the game for any glory or recognition. The others were clowns... "ooooh... look at me and how important I am." (get it?)
Do what you want to do and let the cards fall where they may. If you have leader qualities they'll show... if you have clown qualities they'll show too. Be careful not to become the clown.
Good luck,
Bob